суббота, 12 сентября 2015 г.

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rogor akurTxes menaxire da misi viri mRvdlad

mTis kortoxze erTi patara sofeli iyo SeyuJuli. TandaTan mosaxleobam imravla, gafarTovda da karga mozrdil soflad iqca. eklesiac hqondaT, magram mRvdeli ar hyavdaT, yvelas ezareboda im mivardnil sofelSi samsaxuri. ra eqnaT iqaurebs, iZulebulni iyvnen, zafxulis xvatsa Tu zamTris yinvasa da qarbuqSi mezobeli soflis eklesiaSi evloT salocavad, romelic sakmaod Sors, mTis gadaRma mdebareobda.
am sofelSi erTi menaxire cxovrobda, saSinlad zanti da zarmaci. xelis ganZreva ezareboda. naxirsac cota xani sdia, mere gayida da axla mxar-TeZoze wamowolili nel-nela aniavebda naxirSi aRebul Tanxas. Tan raime iol saqmes eZebda, oRond iseTs, saidanac bevr fuls iSovida.
menaxires erTi viriRa darCenoda. umuSevrobisgan isic ise iyo Casuqebuli, Soridan cxeni gegonebodaT. vin icis, iqneb cxenisa da viris najvaric iyo. sofels ramdenjerac mRvdeli dasWirdeboda, Wiris dRe iyo Tu lxinis, bavSvebis naTloba Tu sxva ram, am menaxires miadgebodnen viris saTxovnelad. isic xan Tavadac gahyveboda xolme, xanac virs gaatanda. mokled, uremSi Sebmuli viriT zogjer aqeT mohyavdaT mRvdeli, zogjer gasanaTli bavSvebi mihyavdaT dabla sofelSi. erTi sityviT, es viri soflelebisTvis metad saWiro gamxdariyo, radgan mTis viwro bilikebze mxolod viriRa Tu ivlida. menaxirisTvisac karga sarfiani gamodga es saqme, uSromlad blomad fuli daagrova.
amxela sofelSi dRe ise ar gavidoda, vinmes mRvdeli ar dasWirveboda. menaxirec Tavisi viris wyalobiT umetes dros mRvdelTan atarebda da amasobaSi TiTqmis mTeli msaxureba sxapasxupiT Seiswavla. amas rom mixvda, gauelva azrma, episkoposTan misuliyo da eTxova, mRvdlad ekurTxebina _ Cems sofelSi vimsaxureb da xelis ganZreva arc damWirdeba, ise fulsac davagrovebo. ra kargi xelobaa, mRvdlobas ra undao.
amis gafiqreba iyo da saqmesac Seudga. jer qalaqSi wavida, TavisTvisac da virisTvisac anaforebi Seakerina da ase Semosilebi episkoposs saxlSi ewvivnen. yoveli SemTxvevisTvis, virs kudze oqros fulebiT savse qisa dahkida. Zaxili rom Semoesma, episkoposi aivanze gadmodga da risTvis mosulxaro, gadmosZaxa menaxires.
_ meufeo, saTxovari gvaqvs SenTan, Tu SeiZleba, me da Cemi viri mRvdlebad gvakurTxe, _ gasZaxa amanac.
_ ras hgavxarT, es ra CagicvamT, _ gaikvirva episkoposma, _ Wkuaze xom ar SeiSaleT. sad gagonila viris mRvdloba, an menaxirem ra mRvdloba unda gaswios. Zveli qarTuliT kiTxva Sen ar ici da ritualebis Catareba, mRvdloba advili saqme xom ar ggonia?
_ nu ganmirisxdebiT, meufeo, rac gulSi medo, is wamovroSe. taZari gvaqvs, mRvdeli ki ar gvyavs. mTel sofels me da Cemi viri vemsaxurebiT, mezobeli soflis eklesiidan dagvyavs mRvdeli da vifiqre, iqneb mecada-meTqi. rasac Tqven brZanebT, ise iqneba. me da Cemi viri rogorc movsulvarT, ise wavalT, _ asZaxa episkoposs, gabrunda da viric waaTria. episkoposma uceb viris kudze gamobmul qisas hkida Tvali da miaZaxa:
_ mag virs kudze ra hkidia?
_ Cemma virma es qisa yoveli SemTxvevisTvis wamoiRo, mRvdlad kurTxevis Sesawiria, magram raki es saqme ar gamodis, ukan waiRebs, _ Tavmoubruneblad gasZaxa menaxirem.
_ daica, daica, _ ayvirda qisas daxarbebuli episkoposi, swrafad Camoirbina kibe da menaxires daedevna, _ maCvene, marTla oqro gidevs qisaSi Tu matyueb. episkoposma gaxsna qisa da roca darwmunda, oqroTi iyo savse, sxvanairad aWikWikda:
_ menaxirev, erTi TviT stiqarosnad damideqi, mRvdlobas Segaswavli da mere Senca da Sens virsac gakurTxebT.
daudga menaxire episkoposs stiqarosnad, ritualebic Seiswavla, Zveli qarTuliT kiTxvac. rixiani xma hqonda da axla esec gamoadga. menaxireobisas gamoRmiT rom SeuZaxebda naxirs, ise dasWeqda, gaRma mTebSi gaigonebda kaci. mokled, yovelnairad mzad iyo. erT dResac episkoposma menaxire mRvdlad akurTxa, viri ki _ mis TanaSemwed. saxelic Seucvala da Sen ukve sxva adamiani xaro, damoZRvra.
ase daeuflnen im soflis eklesias menaxire da misi viri, fulic kargad SemosdiodaT. amasac ar dasjerda es uxeiro kaci, TavisianebiT gaavso eklesia. zogi stiqarosnad akurTxa, zogi _ medaviTned, zogic _ mgaloblad. kargad roca gaeCveodnen saqmeSi, mere savse qisiT episkoposs miadgebodnen da misi xeldasxmiT vin diakvani gaxada, vinac _ beri. mada WamaSi modiso, naTqvamia. iqve didi monasteric aago da es yvelaferi misi da misnairebis Semosavlis wyarod aqcies da cxovroben dRemde gancxromiT.
sxvebmac rom Sexedes mRvdladqceul gazuluqebul menaxires, visac ki muSaoba ezareboda da muqTad fulis Sovna undoda, xarbi episkoposebis daxmarebiT mRvdeli xdeboda. uqnaras kidev ra uSavs, Tu sadme yaCaRi, loTi da avazaki iyo, yvelam eklesias Seafara Tavi da anaforis safarvelqveS isev Zvel gzas adgnen, avazakobasa da avkacobas agrZelebdnen. im qveyanaSi ise momravldnen msgavsi sasuliero pirebi, mRvdeli, beri Tu monazoni, taZrebi ver itevda maT simravles. maSin yvela kuTxe-kunWulSi eklesia-monastrebis mSenebloba daiwyes, magram rad ginda, aba ra madli unda hqonoda maT mier Catarebul wirva-locvas, naTlobasa Tu jvrisweras, radgan iyo RvTismsaxuri, es xeloba rodia, arc fulis sakeTebeli profesiaa igi. amazea naTqvami, uZaRlo qveyanaSi katebs ayefebdneno.
am yvelafris Semxedvare xalxi TandaTan rwmenas kargavda da wirva-locvaze aRar dadioda. sokoebiviT momravlebuli eklesia-monastrebi TiTqmis carieli iyo. qveyanac win wasvlis nacvlad, sul ukan-ukan midioda, gansacdeli gansacdelze atydeboda. xan gareSe mteri esxmoda Tavs, sulierad dacemuli mosaxleoba ki uZluri iyo, daecva samSoblo. xanac erTmaneTs daereodnen xolme da atydeboda ZmaTamkvleli omi. erTianad gairyvna xalxi.
ufalma sakadrisad dasaja is samefo _ gaWirveba, SimSili da sxvadasxva seni mouvlina, raTa gonze moeyvana da codvebis gamo sinanulSi Caegdo, Semdeg ki Rirseuli mefe gamougzavna, romelsac mociqulis piriT daavala, Tu saxelmwifos fexze dayeneba undoda, sulierebis amaRlebiTa da ganmtkicebiT unda daewyo. mefe gonieri gamodga, daviTis sulis da sibrZnis mqone. ismina Segoneba. moiwvia sasuliero kreba da eklesia uRirsi mRvdelmsaxurebisgan gawminda. zogi taZrebidan gaaZeva, urCebi ki sikvdiliT dasaja. ganwmendili samefos sulier cxovrebas axali, uflis mosawoni samRvdelo dasi Caudga saTaveSi da didi SromiTa da RvawliT qveyana isev Zvel kalapotSi daabruna. igi ise ayvavda da gabrwyinda, rom am patara samefos saxeli mTelma samyarom gaigo, TiTiT saCvenebeli gaxda. namdvil adamians, qals Tu mamakacs, aq Tu naxavdi. aseTi nayofi gamoiRo siyvarulma, siwmindem da simarTlem.
uflis taxtrevanic am qveyanaSi daidga!
nu dagvaviwydeba! adamianebis nebismieri saqme sulierebis gzaze gadis;
Sinagani samyaro, Seni suli unda ganawyo jer saqmisTvis, rom im saqmisgan didi Sedegi miiRo;
Tu saqmisgan borotebas iReb, damnaSave Tavad Seni Sinagani samyaroa da SenSi dabudebuli boroti suli, radgan imas gakeTebinebs, rasac azriT gkarnaxobs;
sxeuls arafris gakeTeba ar SeuZlia, Tu Sinaganma samyarom da xmam ar mogca Zala da SemarTeba ama Tu im saqmis keTebisa;
Tavdapirvelad gvmarTebs Cveni Sinagani samyarosa da sulis ganwmendva, raTa sikeTe vTesoT;
nebismieri adamianis saqmesa Tu profesias suli ganagebs. mTavaria, vicodeT, es ra sulia _ suli sikeTisa, siwmindisa da siyvarulisa Tu suli borotebisa, daRupvisa, warwymedisa da sxva aTasgvari sisaZaglisa.
im qveyanaSi suli borotebisa mZvinvarebda!




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